Well lately I’ve spent most of my school time doing nothing! Today I have done 1 hour’s worth of work, I have no lessons now till tomorrow and even then I don’t have much because I have two hours of nothing. But today my health class was cancelled and I only have to go to my media class so the teacher can see I’m alive then leave. So today is a big waste of time! Nothing good will happen, and its not like I have loads of work to actually do!
The other day I wrote something for lee and his response was I don’t know what to say, I wasn’t impressed, I had gone into effort for that and all he could say was I don’t know, but today he has pulled through and wrote me something back, and tbh he anit don’t that bad, it made me smile and I suppose that’s all that matters, it explained a lot more than me just trying to guess what he was feeling and I’m glad he did. I hope things are gonna get better but I’ll never let my guard down till we leave this place, and even then I may be a bit apprehensive but like I’ve said a lot lately, only time will tell. I’m going round there tonight so we’ll see how that goes and if our relationship can be rebuilt to how it was before.
Moving on, life is back on the straight and narrow, apart form Lacey’s christening coming up, this is my mums fault she’s a last minute person, getting the Christmas presents on Christmas eve and wrapping them hours before we all get up, but this needs to start getting done cos she anit done anything, food? Not even looked! Decorations? Of course not! The cake is ordered, got dresses and the hall booked but apart from that, nothing! And its in two weeks now, she needs to sort the house out yet! Cor thinking about it now! She’s got so much to do!
I’ll write again soon.
Zoe xx
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