Entry 5

Well I’m in the library cos I have a free lesson, I probably have some kind of work to do but after giving all that work in on Friday I think I deserve a break. It’s not very quiet for a library and that sometimes can be annoying but you sort of get used to it after a while.

Well not much has happened, me and lee are together again after nearly two whole days, I’ve cried to much over that boy I would rather be with him so I can stop crying than be without him and carry on crying. But I really hope things are going to start getting better cos I don’t know how much chaos I can actually take in this relationship. I missed him a lot and I don’t want to be without him again. Yep I am quite a soppy person but that’s how I feel about the things that happen in my life. Now that all seems to be sorted I don’t really have anything to say.

Oh yeah, I went shopping to jolly old Bluewater yesterday to get a stupid dress for my sisters christening. The ‘theme’ is lilac, ha, like I’m gonna find a lilac dress let alone a lilac dress I like, so now my dress is black and grey and my mum can stick it up her ass cos I don’t really care what she thinks, I got some nice heels too, their nice and high and I think I’ll be able to walk in them fine, I had no trouble in them when I first tried them on so I hope I’ll be fine this is what they look like :D, but they are the best pair of shoes I’ve ever owned! And will last me a while I hope but that will probably have something to with the fact I won’t be wearing them much!

I'll probably write again soon as I am starting to enjoy this. I'll leave you with a line from Adele's someone like you!

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead (8)

Zoe xx