Well to start a new entry I have bad news, yep real bad news, me and lee are on a break, I never thought this would happen I never thought we would even got that close, but we have and we have broke up, this is not a good thing, I never wanted this and I thought I could trust him with everything even my heart but maybe not, he went behind my back and lied to me, AGAIN!
There only so much a girl can take and he has pushed the limit, everyone told me there nothing to worry bout she’s just a ‘friend’ yeah well try saying that when you find notes saying how she was a crush and he felt single when he was away from me, yeah that don’t really go down well. Yeah I want to be with him but I don’t think a girl can ever be with someone who had feelings for another girl while in another country, I felt like shit when I found that out and everything just seemed to go from bad to worse.
I want to be with him more than anything, but how am I suppose to do that if I cant even trust him. When I see some solid truth that they anit gonna talk anymore then maybe I’ll take him back, then maybe I’ll start to trust him again, and maybe just maybe, we might have back what we had before all this happened.
Well I’m in another study period, without the study room this time, and I’m without lee too, he’s in another room that I cant really be in, so here I am on my own in the library on the mac’s typing this.
I find it nice to type on these keyboards and easy to just type away, and I feel a bit better being able to express everything on here, I don’t care who reads it, I don’t think anyone ever will.
Well on that note, I hope things get better, I hope he’ll not give up on me and still want me back when I’m ready but again. Only time will tell.
Zoe xx
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