Well its been a while, not much has changed. My birthday was good and I did get my Netbook but I have no internet to post anything with. Christmas was also better on the day, running up to christmas was horrible!
Me and lee are still together and it will be 3 years this years which is a long time. He now has a job and I am still looking :( which is unfair, but hopefully I'll find something soon. starting to get desperate especially as my oyster card is not full adult price, my ema is just not covering it. I have to save up for months to get any money to spend on anything I want.
As we're both 18 now we can both go out and have a drink, but you need money for that! I've been out a few times and i still struggle to get in even though I am actually old enough which sucks.
I'm looking for an apprenticeship in a nursery and that is hard enough! its all I wanna do really, apart from be a journalist but that is looking less likely everything time I think about it. My story writing is on the slow side and I never seem to be able to come up with original idea's and the ones I do think of become complicated and struggle to keep it going. I have been re-writing my talented story which is the most I have ever wrote, but I have never read the whole thing all the way through and it's not original. I may have to dig that out this easter holiday and read it and write it again, a book isn't a book if it hasn't been wrote again and again.
I finally leave school in June, its been a long time I have been at school, and don't get me wrong i'm gonna miss it when I leave but, I think its been to long now! if I don't get an apprenticeship I'll have to go collage which is something I really don't wanna do! Even though it would be better than be at school for another year! Lee isn't going university nor am I, its just never appealed to me and seems a bit to much to get in all that debt for!
Well i'm gonna leave it there
Write soon
Zoe xx
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