Entry 12

Well I'm writing this on my iPod and I'm amazed it is even able to do this, well not much has happened apart from my exams have started I don't feel as confindent as I did last year and im gonna be so fed up if I fail for the second time there is so much pressure on you to do good, and I'm not a bad student it's just craming 10 years worth of stuff into you hard and expected to remember it all seems a hard task to me, I know thousands of people do it every year and past then how come I still havent done it well we'll find out in august won't will

Well Lees playing xbox so I'm bored and my iPod disclose to death, I'll let you know the rest of my crappy exams go

Zoe xx

Entry 11

A lot is going through my head right now, stuff that I wish wasn’t there and would leave my head forever! I’m trying to forgive and forget but that don’t seem to work anymore, until this problem is erased completely I’ll never be the same again, yeah of course this has all got to do with lee, everything I do is to do with lee, that the hardest part Is guess, knowing that anything that happens in my life Lee is gonna be involved and be part of the occasion, but that’s how its gonna be if we stay together. Oh well I like him being there it makes me feel better about myself and about my future.

Yeah right now I should be doing work but as I am on the mac’s that’s a bit harder cos word is so different. I love these keyboards! Their so easy to type with that’s why I tend to only type a lot when I’m on here.

Well anyway this is just a quick post, I don’t have much else to say that will only bring back unwanted thoughts and feelings!

Zoe xx